rollin rollin rollin

Ive always heard about people speak in awe about "the NIT'S " and " the IIT'S" . The Priemera donna of education in india where students spend day in and day out trying to reach the frontiers of enginnering science and working to make this world a better place . I read in a recent article about the phenomena that people work all night out till the dawn breaks. The students who are going to take india to a new summit of technical perfection.

yeah i hear you. Enough with the crap.

For all those of you who have read five point someone ....they musta understood that iits dont actually work the way the project themselves to be.

anywayz this is a story about rec jaipur. something i went through last night .

well the author who wrote about students studying late at night made his inference frm the lights he saw in the room. dumbo , the guy musta slept and forgotten to put out the damn light. and as for some others ..it muste been a bad night full of movies or that the poor chom musta gotten up to take his trip to the loo.....so much for education and hard work.


6:00 pm dec 1 2005

im sitting in my dumb room reading my ped notes trying to make sense out of it. yeah PED is proceess equipment and design . well the name sounds gawky??? well its worse than that dude. it is the ulimate test of your mental powress . which atually means formulae you just cant by heart and theory u just cant digest. and so i go crazy and i start thinking about what i could have one instead of just being with the book. i could have had bakar wit a cup of tea at thadi ( the chai shop) or just taken my beloved yamaha for a spin. But that was not to be . i had to be there sitting with that book playing romeo to ped .

time was going like a tortoise. a slug rather . equations design procedures and crap sapped my sanity.

so i was going crazy trying to get a damn long formula in my head when a guy knocks at my door.

"its open "

no response to my call except for incessant knocking.

yeah some bugger .

i get up n open the door .

"poda patti"

yeah its my mallu friend freaking out.
first the exams n now this ....seeing him literally jumping about made me go crazy .


ok mech has a toughie tomorrow. never see guys behave like this otherwise. yeah im sane i decided .

7:00 pm dec 1 2005

back to PED. i get my ass to the chair when i hear noises frm the lawn.


" come here man , im all alone , fight me now man....why wait till tomorrow ? come you coward. ...im all here for you....you want me ....then take me....i cant take this.."

wow a fight i decided .....exam or no exam i could not miss this .


i went out expecting to see two groups and two guys raring to go .

well all there was on the lawn was a final year metallurgy guy ...half naked.....screaming at someone in the stars above .

wow.....flipped case ...i mean..its a mean day for everyone i guess.....


i turn back to see another mechanical dude....having his book in one hand and punchin it wit the other......

" fight man fight.......yeah i know it ....sigma squatre theta raised to 0.4......come on kutte...ill get ya.....fight......"

wow ....i must be hallucinating....

i return to the room



peace dawns again as i try cramming more stuff into my head ....yeah somewhere im screaming to myself....fight man fight"

8:00 pm

chang chang chanchangs......

"beti ......"

"dekho na is ne mera dil toda "

......what the ???

oh my god.....the gujju next door was watching a movie at full volume on his brand new speakers ....nice ones to hear rock...but i was just not in a mood.....

yeah i get up again and go to his room......."bhai...whassup man movie b4 the exam...???"

yeah man....not going to pass anyway ...so why bother studying...wanna join me....heard u guys have a bad one tomorrow?"

yeah ...but could you turn the vol down man....?

kya yaar....i mean dont you know hostel is about adjusting...cant believe u madrasis..


ok ...save the crap for later man ....

i slam his door and come out....

poor jon was on the lawn....

yeh hes my nepali friend....

i reach him and the smell of rum is obvious. Drunk the day before an exam.

yeah he was trying to make sense of his life from the black sky and the stars...

"pass nahin hoga to kya padna??"


wow another flipper


10:00 pm dec 1 2005

the night draws on with the design getting somewhere .....yeah i think i can get 10 out of 50 now....10 more to pass i tell myself....eyeah .....i didnt want to give up as yet....
hmmmm

aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh


bachooooooooooooo

bhago bhago sale.....

last straw......i go out .....chinki guys playing police and robber....

christ ...this is a college......we're grown ups.....

no sir.....exams are weird.....

i come back and sit in the room and try to think about the weird things,......

wasted years....yeah thats my ringtone.....dads calling.....10 minutes of advice later ...i keep the phone down ....thinking about the last line...

hope youll top the class this time. son ...

.if only wishes were horses beggars would ride !!!!!!!!!!!

helll i cant pass and i need to hope to top the class.


wow...hands up in the ear i let out a scream..streching my vocals to the max......yeah i need a release...




knock knock..its the door....

its my neighbour from banaras....


"kya hain sale mallu ...pagal ho gaya hain kya...padh le......paagal pana mat kar .....

u mallus are all crazy man....."


yeah man...that the last straw....



hell with the exams and hell with the marks....ill lose my sanity......

thank you PED.......i shut the light out and embrace the forty winks...

well one things for sure ...at REC JAIPUR sanity in normal terms is insanity....

insanity and craziness are normal...


premier institute of higher education.....dont know if its for real...

so long

got an exam on monday too....lets see what happens...