LIFE LESSONS AND LOVE

Articulate vision is the core of life and its progress. i guess everyday we turn to look at life in a different way . Everytime i look at my blog and go through it , it turns out to be a new experience. Experiences in our past just stare back at you to teach you something new. life and love are entagled in a complex web . one influencing the other. Yet when youre in it, the emotion is of complete ecstacy and yet when you get out of it it leaves a sour taste in your mouth . Yet as they say ...its the sourness in a medicine that makes it effective . you learn a lot along the way and when you look back at it you feel thankful for the lessons it taught you .

When i look back now at the things i had in the past, i feel the sourness of that breakup. Yet i look back at it now as the most beautiful experience i had ever had. Those reckless college days and after , when life was like a heavy metal song , where everyday provided a chorus and lead, well life was beautiful . There was a vigour to face each day , a beauty in every soft word. Yet now, when you see yourself having changed to a more mature person, you do see how much it has taught you .

I guess its experiences that mature a person, losses and failures that pave the way for future success and profit. Im thankful to god for that accident i had, cause it taught me not be reckless and live life with more gratitude for my existence. I loook back at lost love with the gratitude that i know now that maybe nothing done for anyone can be valuable unless i do something for myself. i learnt that maybe a special person taught me to be the person that i am today , changing the way i look into the mirror at myself, changed the way i look at problems as a challenege than a burden , changed the way i feel for others who sometimes have to bear the brunt of my emotions.

Life is a reckless rascal and a cruel taskmaster and yet you love the speed it goes on with and hate the lessons it teaches . yet a few years later you take it with the stride that maturity gives oyu .

i dont know what to say about broken relationships. sometimes you feel like killing yourself and just ending the punishment. sometimes you think about people dependant on you like your parents and push on . Well wherever life takes me to , let it . ill just keep learning every second.


"TO LOVE IS GREAT , TO LIVE IS GREAT BUT IN ALL THOSE GREAT THINGS A SINGLE LIE AND A SINGLE SHADY ACT CAN BREAK IT "

ANIMOSITY TO GLORY

Ravishing in the glory of the night
I stood beside the sublime sight
The arm that thrust with might
Now stood a mere reason for all this fright

The demons conquered , the nation my slave
I was turning to ride to the petals of maidens
I turned one last glare at the bloood bath behind
My sinew gave forth to the visions belied

I cried out to the morals that strengthen
Alas! I had to for my pride
My concience did but repudiate
There was no honour for me no pride

No for me the flowers, the petals and those screams
Not for me were the glory and position supreme
All am i but a bloodied murderer , a savant of death and destruction
All am i but a man obscene.

Dismounting the steed, I stumbled across
Corpses and men, dead and close
My limbs the gave way , the blood it spoke
I crawled along to the man i was at war

I held his hand , his breath it gasped
My tears they washed his eyes of the flesh
Brought forth the sword that broke us all
Deserving a death as honoured as them all

Stabbing forth the eyes they gave no tears
This was a death of honour no pain
With the brave man i stood
As i fell my hand he still held

Generals we were in this game of death
Men we were, muderers we aint
He raised his hand to salute my death
We held and gasped as the sun it set

No more tears no more tears
I live in the skies where there is no fear
I float along in subtle ways
I died with a man with honour in his vein