Articulate vision is the core of life and its progress. i guess everyday we turn to look at life in a different way . Everytime i look at my blog and go through it , it turns out to be a new experience. Experiences in our past just stare back at you to teach you something new. life and love are entagled in a complex web . one influencing the other. Yet when youre in it, the emotion is of complete ecstacy and yet when you get out of it it leaves a sour taste in your mouth . Yet as they say ...its the sourness in a medicine that makes it effective . you learn a lot along the way and when you look back at it you feel thankful for the lessons it taught you .
When i look back now at the things i had in the past, i feel the sourness of that breakup. Yet i look back at it now as the most beautiful experience i had ever had. Those reckless college days and after , when life was like a heavy metal song , where everyday provided a chorus and lead, well life was beautiful . There was a vigour to face each day , a beauty in every soft word. Yet now, when you see yourself having changed to a more mature person, you do see how much it has taught you .
I guess its experiences that mature a person, losses and failures that pave the way for future success and profit. Im thankful to god for that accident i had, cause it taught me not be reckless and live life with more gratitude for my existence. I loook back at lost love with the gratitude that i know now that maybe nothing done for anyone can be valuable unless i do something for myself. i learnt that maybe a special person taught me to be the person that i am today , changing the way i look into the mirror at myself, changed the way i look at problems as a challenege than a burden , changed the way i feel for others who sometimes have to bear the brunt of my emotions.
Life is a reckless rascal and a cruel taskmaster and yet you love the speed it goes on with and hate the lessons it teaches . yet a few years later you take it with the stride that maturity gives oyu .
i dont know what to say about broken relationships. sometimes you feel like killing yourself and just ending the punishment. sometimes you think about people dependant on you like your parents and push on . Well wherever life takes me to , let it . ill just keep learning every second.
"TO LOVE IS GREAT , TO LIVE IS GREAT BUT IN ALL THOSE GREAT THINGS A SINGLE LIE AND A SINGLE SHADY ACT CAN BREAK IT "
Monday, April 16, 2007
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3 comments:
Hey Nitin,
I know that feeling cause I lost a lot and then understood how things could have been much satisfactory and good ...I have seen this movie "IF ONLY" not sure if you have seen it too.It taught me a lot and I sat remorsing on my past for days motionless and shattered but life has to go on coz we can't live in the past and because making mistakes is not in our hands and this is how we learn and grow which is LIVING!
Things we don't have we value the most!
i say, Nithin, jus give her a piece of ur mind..she must know wat shez wrought u..it never pays to be the gentleman u r trying to be..i jus did it..some ppl jus dont deserve u...bt still u fall for those imbeciles..tatz the tragedy!
i know u r in acute pain..if u want quick relief..do as i do..pop in an alprax n sleep peacefully..the next morning u wil feel elated!
i do it all the time.
good post
and well written nice blog tooo
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